I realize that I have said over and over taht I am going to post more. Honestly that is my intention, but lately I have been having some serious struggles with depression. It comes and goes and right now it's like a huge weight on my chest, it's hard to breathe and I feel very small right now. I know this won't last forever and I know that it will get better. I know all this but I'm still just having a rough time. Please bare with me, it'll get better, I just know it will.